"I wanna make love to your soul, that’s how deep I wanna go."
"I want to roll over at 2 a.m. to a kiss from you not a text message"
I think that the problems im having with my father and everything ive been holding in is getting to me. I always feel alone, I am not getting enough attention, it doesn’t even feel like my birthday is coming up because I literally want to do nothing and spend it alone, Im not interested in school anymore, and my motivation? Gone. My relationship? Idek what to feel or say about it. My job? I’m starting to not even care. My body? I haven’t been to the gym in like 3 weeks so it’s a good thing I only have enough appetite for one meal a day. Whatever. Im fine, Im not relapsing or breaking down or anything. Im just so anxious idek what to do with myself.
"Sleep paralysis is when your body is still sleeping while your mind is awake. Sleep paralysis often leaves people feeling confused, scared, and anxious."